Depression

I'm tired of things feeling so HARD all the time. I'm sick of dancing life to "One step foward-two steps back and a kick in an uneccesary direction" Someone please teach me a waltz,the hustle,or even the macarena because I'm stumbling and bound to fall right in front of that G-damn conga line full of happy go lucky people. I'll put it another way- I'm Depressed

I love the times when it seems the world doesn't spin so fast and people slow down and take notice. I like music,coffee,smiling caring faces,and blue moon ice cream.- nothing else (jk)

"broken hearts and dirty windows, make life difficult to see. Thats why last night and this morning- always look the same to me" Incensitivity,meaness,arrogance,bullies,traffic,and celery.

Bob Dylan wrote everything I never knew how to say,Janis,Jimi,PinkFloyd,BenHarper,CowboyJunkiesBlackSabbath,JohnPrine,Cake and generally sincerely talented artists.(corprate anything sucks)

The Giving Tree, The Tao of Pooh, One-in search of the Reluctant Messiah, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Mice and Men, and I don't read very much. (read "Ulysses"though)honk honk

Message in a bottle, Cool hand Luke, Lost in translation, The Royal Tanembombs, American Beauty, Kill Bills, High Fidelity.....

Concerts,woodworking,playing guitar,writing,and a bunch of things I havent done in so long I don't know if I like them or not.