Depression

I've suffered with depression,on and off,since my mother passed away 17 years ago-at least that's when I feel it really started..I was only 9 at the time and I do think it affected me pretty negatively. I'm not looking for sympathy,although empathy would be nice,which is why i'm here. First and foremost I'm looking for friends...I'm a nice girl once you get to know me...I'm left-handed,which apparently means I'm creative and highly intelligent-I'll go with that,lol...I'm the girl who loves to watch horror movies in cinemas and laugh at the people screaming their heads off-but I'm not a sadist I promise...I want to have Lynyrd Skynyrd's Freebird played at my funeral...I have the kind of laugh that comatose people 30 miles away could probably hear-but I do love to laugh..sometimes..I don't like other people seeing me cry.....I have a huge crush on the actor/stuntman Kane Hodder,who is 53,but I don't care,lol...I also think Malcolm McDowell and Helen Mirren are attractive-guess I just appreciate the beauty of o

Horror movies,mint Feast ice cream bars,singing in the shower-badly!,graphic novels(emphasis on graphic!),comics,motorcycles,brunettes,well-built guys,crossword puzzles,pizza,Miller beer,the wrestler Mr. Kennedy (hence the alias above),holding hands (yeah

Racism,homophobia,being depressed,my medication,balloons(!),spiders,sudoku (WHY do ppl like it so much??),people who say one thing but mean another,hypodermic needles (seriously,I have a panic attack when I see one),crying,horror movie remakes,people who pay to go to the cinema to see a horror movie and then proceed to spend the entire 90 minutes or so with their hands over their face. Oh and my stupid insomnia. I hate not being able to sleep. ;-(

Rob Zombie,John Mayer,Bad Company (or 70's rock in general),The Doors,classic Metallica,disco,motown,etc...

The Stand by Stephen King,The Hellbound Heart novella by Clive Barker,Odd Thomas by Dean Koontz,Red Dragon by Thomas Harris,Have A Nice Day! by Mick Foley,Strange Fascination (a David Bowie biography) by David Buckley,any true crime books.

Halloween,Texas Chainsaw Massacre,Psycho,The Crow,Night of the Hunter (I'm a huge Robert Mitchum fan),Rear Window,Tomb Raider,Donnie Darko,Hellboy,Army of Darkness,etc...

Writing,reading and I have a radio gig once a week too,which is fun.

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