I'm not beautiful or rich, I've accepted that I will be neither. Unfortunately a lot of what I am depends on my mood, the day, the hour, or the minute. Depression, panic disorder, and social phobia have seemed to take over my life for the past 10 years.. I'm not sure what I like from one minute to the next.. I don't go to parties or drink ... in fact I don't leave my house much at all anymore unless I have to.. or the mood happens to strike me.. I'm unpredictable and most of the time I hate myself.. I was a happy kid, I'm now a worthless adult.. and I don't see a future of much more at this point.....
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