Depression Tribe

*IF YOU KILL ME I'LL GIVE YOU MY LIFE SAVINGS*



Trust me, I'm not at all interesting.

What? Ok... if you really want to read on... but don't say I didn't warn you!

Kinda always real quiet, even online. It's impossible to establish a lasting connection D:

Never been officially diagnosed, but I can guess. I've got selective mutism, social anxiety, major depressive disorder with dysthemia, and, most likely, avoidant personality disorder. (Wanna trade cards?) Which means I'm totally socially inept, have a major inferiority-complex, and am for the most part perpetually friendless/relationshipless.

And I'm a Highly Sensitive Person through-and-through.

I'm an alien or a fly on the wall, one or the other. Kinda have a negative view of the world and life in general now. I can't stand what I see, and it pains me that I can't fix it. And if I was normal, would I be happy? I have a feeling that I'd feel similar to now. So what's the point of going through this life if you can never know happiness, friendship, love, fulfillment? Being disconnected from the world around me, I move like a ghost through hours. In my pointlessness, worthlessness.

Plus I have no talents...

Doesn't mean I know myself though.

True people, open-mindedness, acceptance
Smiles, and laughter... meaningful happiness
The beautiful things around me, like the music and the birds in the trees
Animals
Chocolate
Writing I suppose, though it's difficult for me to even try anymore
Self-expression
The warmth
Trivia
Nerds, gamers

Any kind of conflict
Memories
People with no respect
Rejection, isolation
Love, not being able to tell
Hate
Medication
Boredom
Loneliness
Feet
Purposelessness
Medication
Illness and disorders
Professionals
Death
Holidays
Having lost my creativity
Sucking at everything
Failing, losing
This world, this life
Good people going before their time while I sit here wasting away... let them have my years
No one listening...
Not being able to die without harming others, and not having a choice, living like a mannequin just to spare the mindset of others.

Music is usually the way I show how I feel...

I haven't seen many movies. That's what happens when you don't have friends.

Nothing, of course.

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