Depression

Aug 25, 2008, 05:02 pm

Smiles, hello today, I have wanted to share some of my favorites with people for a while, and joining this site now gives me the chance. Mind you haven't worked out what to do yet, I am waiting for my youngest to try it and teach me, lol, anyway kiddo have an interesting day, bye for now Tawny

Aug 24, 2008, 07:22 am

Hi, nice to meet you, when I work out how, perhaps I could share some music with you, bye smiles Tawny

Aug 23, 2008, 06:20 am

Thankyou =], Ive Wrote Many More But I Just Dont Wanna Put Too Many On Incase People Copy Them And Write Them Off As Their Own, Its Very Fustrating To Have Put So Much Effort Into A Piece And Then For Someone To Say They Wrote It ! Its Happened To Me Before. I See What You Mean But How Old Are You Again 21, I Know Its Difficult When You Have No Confidence But This Summer Hollidays Ive Been Everywhere, On My Own To See People, Manchester, Blackpool, Brighton & London On My Own With Just A Bag Of Clothes, I Thought It Was Quite An Achievment For Myself To Go Out And Do That On My Own, Thats Why It Helps To Meet New People From All Over So When You Need A Break You Can Just Pack Your Bag & Go Stay With Them For A While And Forget About Bad Things That Are Going On. Yh I Know Some Of Them Are Trying To Help Me But Some Arnt And Its Hard To Tell Which Ones Are Being Nice & Which Ones Are Being Nosey & Two-Faced, I Guess I Do Have Quite A Few Good Friends That Are There For Me, Im Gonna Try More To Open Up To Them. I know When I Leave I Will Probably Want To Go Back, Most People Do ! But At The Moment Its Not School That Bothers Me, Just The People There ! I Know, I Understand Why He Did What He Did More Clearly Know So Its Eaisier To Forgive Him And Move On =] Thanks For Listning Hope To Speak Soon :biggrin: Elle x

Aug 22, 2008, 04:33 pm

Yh I Know, A Big Change ! The People Are Really Different And Not In A Good Way ! A Few Of Them Were Ok At The Begining But They Just Turned Evil ! Lol. Yh I Love Music, I Usally Write & Draw Alot To Get My Emotions Out It Really Helps. Im Just Going Into My Last Year But I Really Dont Wnat To Go Back, I Do Have Quite Alot Of Friends But I Never Know If I Can Trust Them Or Not Which Is Hard, It Started Getting Worse After This Boy Finished With Me, Well To Be Honest We Wernt Goin Out But Its A Long Story ! Anyway I Understand Why He Did Though Because When He Met Me I Was Depressed & I Know He Did His Best To Make Me Happy & Stuff Which He Did But He Made Things Worse, He Said I Was Insecure Which I Guess Is True ! Its Funny How Most Of The Time Its To Do With A Boy ! Why Would You Let Your Boss Do That ! I Would Get Out Of There As Quick As I Could Or Can You Not Leave ? x

Aug 22, 2008, 04:05 pm

Cool, Im From Blackpool But I Live In Falmouth, Yh Pretty Much When He Died My Mum Moved Us Down To Cornwall, It Was Hard Leaving All My Friends Behind And Making New Ones, I Feel Ive Compleatly Changed Now, My Confidence Has Gone And I Feel Ive Lost Myself, I Usally Hide Away In My Room And Listen To Music, Because Usally When I Do Meet People & Go Out Things Go Wrong & I Get Hurt, What Happened To You ? x