Depression

I AM 39, MARRIED, WITH TWO GIRLS A TODDLER 3 & A 17 WK INFANT. DAYS ARE FULL RELAXING NIGHTS ARE RARE. HAVING BI-POLAR DISORDER, PTSD, PANIC ANXIETY ATTACKS,AGORAPHOBIA, & OCD ALONG WITH A FAMILY IS HARDER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE. MANIC DAYS ARE TWO FEW AND TO FAR APART. BUT I CAN;T CHANGE THE PAST, OR PREDICT THE FUTURE, ALL I HAVE IS HERE & NOW. SO I SUCK IT UP LOTS OF TIMES. I FIGURE IF I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH ONE MORE DAY, MAYBE THE NEXT WILL BE BETTER!! IDK. THOUGH.

HONESTY. TO ME IT STILL MATTERS.

DISHONESTY, LIARS, FAKE sh*t.

ANYTHING BUT COUNTRY. GOOD OLD ROCK AND ROLL.

ALL BOOKS BY PATRICIA CORNWELL, DEAN KOONTZ, JOHNATHAN KELLERMAN, ANNE RICE.

USED TO BE HORROR, BEFORE MY GILRS.
NOW IT'S SESAME STREET, AND THE NOGGIN CHANNEL.

RAISING 2 LITTLE ONES!

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