Depression

I broke up with my long term girlfriend and it has hit me very hard, I just never see how lucky I was to have her and now she is gone. I don't know what to do with out her. I love her with all my heart and I just want her back as i am very sorry to her, I just think that I will never get over her. The only person I want to talk to is her and she won't listen to me and that hurts so much..... its killing me inside..

I like staying in more then going out because i just can't be bothered and i just think its nicer to stay in. I like Eminem's music and I like motocross.. Im going to go in the Army cause i would love it and its get me out of this sh*t hole... and hope fully i will die to end this sh*t for ever..

don't know really I don't like drugs or people who do them, I just think what is the point..

I do a lot of 3d model work and photo editing, it give me something to do. I do car body work and spraying so I do like to do that as a hobby as well ive done cars for Max power mag and Bentleys stuff like that.