Depression Tribe

im 32 very deep very sensitive very caring and get really angry and passionate about many things. Have a big heart which has taken a severe beating in the last ten years and so am trying to rebuild my confidence so that i can you the rest of my time on this earth to do something positive. this all sounds good but i get easily disheartend and can take weeks to get back up in the driving seat again.Give a big damn about others that care for their fellow man/women and have a lot of energy for them and a great deal of anger for those that dont. Deep down though i wouldnt hurt a fly.....unless its flying around my food lol. Have OCD, BDD, anger problems which is mainly fueled by frustration of not being able 2 shake off the pain of depression. I really dont feel comfortable in my own skin which is a big issue every waking hour. To meet others in a similar situation is a big step to feeling less isolated with it all. Am happy to talk for hours with anyone who wants to so that we can share our experiences and work together in fighting the darkness of our lives.

Am really into music be it gigs, festivals, or just listening to CDs. Like going camping swimming, cycling, drinking and generally just trying to chill. Like meeting new people of all ages and races, theres always something new to learn from others.Like to travel although havent done anywhere near enough of it yet. Currently doing a degree in ecology and conservation so am really into the natural world and being a part of its protection.

People who think the world is all about themselves and walk around like they own the place. Am into conservation so really hate 4x4 owners and anybody who use their cars as a penis extention. Cant deal with governments or political bullsh*tters who think they have all the answers without even being close to problems. Hate television but admitedly still watch it now and then as it provides to some extent company when im alone. Hate money and the problems that come with it. Would love to get away from it all and become self sufficient and live a far simpler lifestyle.

Their is far to much to list by artist. Music is such an important part of my life and yet i regret to say i cant really play any instruments at present. Will attempt the guitar again soon. Music to be depressed to, music to sing and dance to Music that brings good memories floating back to. Its easier to say i dont like RnB or manufactured pop sh*te.

Biographies mainly about musicians, science books which i have to read but enjoy all the same. Terry pratchett stephen king deam koontz. The last book i read was the catcher in the rye and am currently reading on the road by Jack keroauk. Have just got hold of some self help books which need to take prority at some point.

Love watching films but am terible at remembering what happened when trying to talk about it after. Like the original Star wars films,butterfly effect,donnie darko,fear and loathing in las vegas,About schmidt,An inconvienient truth, Groundhog day, No country for old men,Pulp fiction,Seven,Trainspotting,deliverence,Natural born killers,Planes trains and automobiles,borat,Children of men,Woodstock1969 most horror films especially rob zombie directed ones, monty python, Marx brothers documentarys, rockumentarys, shockumentarys

As Above but also reading, walking down the beach or through the woods. Country pubs and seaside towns. Walking with dogs and chilling out with likeminded company.