4th May 2007 i gave birth to my wonderfull daughter. I was soon diagnosed with severe postnatal depression after admititng i wanted to jump out of the window with my 3 day old daughter in my arms.
A year later and things didn't improve and i was diagnosed as having rapid cycling bipolar or bipoalar II. I am currently on Lamotrgine , aripipraozole and velafaxine for my medication.
I have awonderfull mental health team that take care of me which includes a cpn support worker pschiatrist and two therepists and also i now have a social worker involved due to my 7th suicide attempt.
Iam hoping the therepy i have just started will help improve things and teach me new ways of coping.
Food alcohol and erm sex ok no seriously my main likes are swimming and listening to music i am slowing trying to get back into reading but it's not working. I have the concetration span of a knat.
My family whoom i love more than anything withthe exception of my daughter she is the one thatkeeps me alive.
YOUR
CHILDREN
ARE
BEAUTIFUL.
I
have
two
daughters
and
they
are
the
love
of
my
life.
I
wanted
to
say
hello
and
Hoping
that
you
are
feeling
better
my
friend.
Hehehe
i
just
noticed
my
graphic
i
left
you
looks
a
bit
strange.
i
just
thought
it
was
nice
til
i
relooked
and
thought
its
probably
meant
to
be
given
for
people
who
are
in
love
(hence
the
bed)
although
i
love
ya
hun
as
a
friend,
it
was
no
way
intended
in
anyway
more
than
a
friend
LOL!!heheh.
Hey
hun
i
havent
seen
you
around
much
lately.
i
really
hope
everything
is
ok??
take
care
hun
and
if
you
need
a
chat
just
give
me
a
message
hun
(would
love
to
text
but
i
havent
got
credit
and
cant
get
anymore
til
we
get
paid).
Anyway
hun
i
hope
things
are
alright,
take
care
Hugs
and
kisses
xxxxxx
I love a wide range of music from kings of leon 3 doors down goo goo dolls dance hardcore classical.
My all time favourate song is by goo goo dolls called Iris.
I used to like reading murder mysteries and true life stories one day i will get to read again
My favourate book was called Flowers in the attic
MOVIES
Oooooooooh i love movies anything horror and the more gorey the better.
I also like sci fi and comedys
I couldn't name many i liked as like i said bad memeory.
I liked powder, the buterfly effect 1 and 2 and err nope mind blank.
HOBBIES
Swimming
Listening to music
Internet
walking
Gardening
