All I can do In class today was hide behind my computer screen. At times I speak out and then their are time I feel like everybody hates me. I've been trying for years to overcome my sickness...I hate it, I hate it, I hate it ! I try to put on a new attitude each class I start but it's hard. Why can't I fit in? I wish my class mates could understand how I feel, I wish I could make friends and stop caring what others think about me. Each of my teachers but 2, knew that something was wrong. So I have to tell them part of my story, so they don't think i'm not participating and fail me. I hate being like this! The feeling of loneliness, which cause my grades to suffer and me as well. All I can do is pray , stay as positive as I can, and live another day, despite what life throws at me. I guess as long as I know their are people who care when I hit my low, I'll be alright.
