I hate the fact that my class mates stare at me when I walk into class. I must be the finest dam thing that walk through the door, because their all speechless....LOL, if only that was the case . I spend 8 hour days at school, alot of it alone. School is very dull with no one to share my feelings with, eat with, do class/homework with. The two people I did befriend I see or talk to once in a blue moon. I hate feeling unwanted, like a tool. It's been this way since I was a child. The abuse from people and family took its toll on me, as I headed down a road of destruction. Living in group homes, sleeping in the streets, think god I didn't turn to drugs.
I always wonder what's my purpose in life and why I had to live such a hurtful one? I try to be productive, turned my life around by going to school full-time in 2004 to now. I still feel empty like a piece to a lost puzzle set....
