Don't know where to start....I have not been on this site for a while. I have felt like shit for a little over a month. I really don't have many people to talk to. My classes are same old, same old, just read my past blogs. The only big thing going on this week is GDC (Game Developers Conference)
Which i did not attend due to depression, money, and loneliness. My class mates and alot of teachers went. A f ew days ago, I wan't to end my life. Don't talk much about it with other people, they just don't understand. Now I get word, if I don't come up with any money or a co-signer for my school loan by next week. I'll be kicked out with only 4 months to go! I don't know what to do, guess I'm not ment to be happy. It just make death even more sweet...
Acceptance
Poem by Angelique Wakefield
" I sit in the back of my classroom alone, not a face turn my way. Just wanting understanding and kindness, or a friend for the day. People too quick to judge me our push me away. Not concern of asking how I'm doing today."
to be countinued....
