WHAT CAN i SAY i HAVE BEEN ALONE LONEY FOR MORE THAN 7 YEARS NOW.. i WAS FEELING BETTER FROM MY EMOTIONAL TROUBLES AND MY DISEASE HAS BEEN UNDER CONTROL FOR A WHILE NOW... THE DOCTORS SAY IT HASN'T GOTTEN ANY WORSE.. THAT'S A BLESSING RIGHT THERE.. i STILL GO THROUGH STRANGE MOOD SWING WITH THIS FREAKING MENOPAUSE?? i TOTALLY HATE THIS PART OF MY ALREADY STRANGE LIFE.. SO ONE DAY i WAKE UP WITH THIS SERGE OF?? CAN'T SAY HAPPINESS?? CAN'T SAY EXCITMENT?? i WILL CALL IT A BIT OF PLESANT MOMENT.. i THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE A GOOD TIME TO GO OUT THERE AND TRY TO MEET SOMEONE HAVE SOME KIND OF NORMAL RELATIONSHIP IF POSSIBLE..
TIMES HAVE CHANGED OR i WAS ALWAYS FROM ANOTHER PLANET , A PLANET WHICH NO ONE HAS HEARD OF YET UNEXPLORED PLANET .. i SIGN UP WITH ONE OF THE THOUSANDS OF DATING WEB-SITE OUT THERE WAITING TO TAKE YOU FOR A RIDE.. i THOUGHT LET ME TRY ONE.. SEE WHAT HAPPENS... i PICKED A SITE PREPAIRED MY PAGE TOOK A PICTURE JUST LIKE i AM , (TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT) AT THE BEGINNING NO HITS .. BUT THEN i STARTED GETTING E-MAILS ... OKAY PEOPLE I WENT SLOWLY E-MAILING THEN TALKING ON THE PHONE, i 50 SO i WANTED TO BE PAIRED WITH 51 AND UP.. NOWADAYS GUYS WANT TO TALK ABOUT SEX RIGHT AWAY??? NO HOW ARE YOU, WHY ARE YOU DISABLED WHAT DID YOU DO BEFORE BEING DISABLED? i DON'T KNOW ALL KINDS OF QUESTIONS // BESIDES "HI WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE SEXTUAL POSITIONS?" tHINGS HAVE CHANGE SINCE i DATED, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ROMANCE.. HEY i KNOW WE ARE OLDER , BUT i AM THE ONE WITH THE DISEASE AND ON A TIME CRUNCH.. SO WHAT WHAT CAN i SAY I HAVE MET ONE NICE MAN WITH A BIG HURRY TO GET DOWN A BOOGY .. ANOTHER ONE WHO WANTED TO COME OVER BEFORE MEETING ME TO MY HOUSE?? i SAID NO BECAUSE i DIDN'T WANT TO FIND MYSELF ON A MILK CARTON ,, hE GOT PISSED DIDN'T CALL ME AGAIN.. " WAS THAT TO FORWARD?" MY LAST DATE i THOUGHT WOW WHAT A NICE MAN A REAL PRINCE.. WELL THIS PRINCE HAS SOMETHING ABOUT HIM ??? PILOT BUT NEVER AVALIABLE i SAW HIM ONCE WONDERFUL DATE CALLED ME ALL THE TIME SEND ME TEXT WITH BEAUTIFUL SAYING WE WOULD PLAN THINGS AND HE WOULDN'T CALL, ONE TIME OKAY BAD WEATHER?? BUT THEN IT HAPPENED AGAIN i WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF MY PMSING ... YES I RIPPED HIM A NEW ONE.. i REALLY WISH i COULD HAVE HELD MY TONGUE BUT NO i WAS UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF CRAZY MOOD SWING CALLED WOMANHOOD!! MIDDLE AGE BULLSHIT! SO i TRIED TO GET OUT THERE! AND MY HEART HAS BEEN MESSED WITH..
SHOULD i WAIT TO BE OVER ALL THIS MENOPAUSE BEFORE i GO OUT AGAIN? BESIDES ALL MY FRIENDS WERE IM HORROR I WAS OUT THERE AGAIN.. TELLING ME BE CARFUL, THERE ARE A LOT OF CRAZY PEOPLE OUT THERE.. i SAID GREAT ONE MORE TO THE MIX..
SO HERE i AM WAITING TO SEE WHAT HAPPENDS NEXTS i AM NOT WILLING TO GIVE UP.. i THINK i SHOULD CONTINUE TO LOOK FOR MY MR. OTHER HALF WHY FREAKING NOT, i DIDN'T KNOW THAT MEN OF ALL AGES ARE THE SAME THEY ALL THINK WITH THERE SMALL HEADS.. i HOPE NOT TO OFFEN ANY MAN READING THIS ,, BUT YOU GUYS ASO DIFFERENT FROM US THAT WHY WE CAN'T LIVE HAPPLY EVER AFTER..
