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Well. I had my birthday. I had a bit of a nervous breakdown on my birthday. Threatened...stuff. I dunno what I threatened exactly. I threatened to leave. because I wouldn't want my bf to find me...
I don't know, I WAS NOT MYSELF. It's like all that lead up and anxiety about my birthday. and I was hoping for something to distract me from it. like a cool party and presents. but I didn't get that. not on my birthday anyway. it's ok. we were completely broke. so..it's ok.
On Saturday I had a combo b-day party with my dad and it was awesome. it totally made me forget about my nervous breakdown the previous night. My sis went all out, and she's amazing. I love her x10.
So, back to the present. I'm all alone this weekend. At first I was scared. But now I think it's kinda cool. I'm jus chillin. :D Joining the chat here a lot. There are a lot of great people in there. :) Shout out to DT chat!
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