Do you feel like you always hit the self destruct button?
Work seems to be the only thing that keeps me going, but whenever things are going alright, i seem to hit the self destruct button. I can feel myself slipping, but without realising it, it's got really bad and colleagues are noticing/commeting.
I seem to do this all the time. Whenever things seem to improve, i hit that button, which reminds everyone that i can't cope. I don't know how i've managed to keep this job and i'm scared that they won't put up with it for much longer.
Does anyone else feel like this?
