My emotional situations had gotten quite awful and I was faced with the concerns of how I would ever lead a regular life. But ever since I woke up on the morning of August 9th, 2008, I have had absolutely NO symptoms of any of the 3 mental illnesses that were plaguing my life for years. I'm not taking new medication, going to therapy, or doing anything new to make this happen. It has truly been a miracle from God. And now currently I have woken up for the 12th day in a row with no emotional problems. It's like they have vanished. I have spent all my days since this occurance feeling so energetic as I don't have the emotional tiredness weighing on me. And I have had normal emotions like everyone else not any of the extreme ones I had from mental illness. And most importantly, I have felt so happy 
I feel as if my time has finally come and that I might finally have the chance to start my life after I "lost" so many years due to all the emotional pain I was in. I have no idea if this normalcy will last but I sure hope it will. If God keeps letting me live this miracle then I will be able to have the life I always wanted and hopefully do the things I've always dreamed of doing. But for now, when my mind is so clear of all the pain and confusion that those illnesses were causing me, I can see the beautiful, happy spirit of mine that has been waiting to come out and live and now I finally have that chance
