We need to go for what makes us happy,life is so short to be unhappy.The shame is killing us way faster then our mental illnesses.If I had to be anything I would be a candle so those in darkness would have some light.I find it wierd that I can give hope to others but not to myself..Blessed it be to those in the darkness trying to reach for the only thing we need hope.To just survive is all most of us ask for.Myself,I just wish to matter.to be seen and heard.I am the girl that screams in a crowded room and no one looks up..Not really heard or seen...