Right now I have that feeling of wanting to leave this earth.Like a dark shadow,I feel it wispering me to end it .I know it will pass..Sometimes I think death tries to romance me into its enbrace.Like a dark lover with many promises of a better place to be.I cry and fight the feelings but I always wonder if one day I will just be to weak to fight it.I picture turning back to my loved one and seeing them heartbroken as I walk into the darkness...and fade away from them like smoke...