Well,looks like I will be moving in a couple months.My spouse lost his job of 19 years.Change always scares me.We are going to foreclose on this crap house we live in and move out in the country.We have enuff money to start over in a better place..but the fear of it being a nightmare is still there.What if it doesn't work out?What if I end up alone in the country?I guess I have alot of planning to do...and not alot of strenght to do so..I hope everything works out...I just am overwelmed..and babbling..sorry..
