It seems like I have no energy. I don't go out other than to go to work and run errands, but I don't go out socially. I started learning Salsa dancing 2 years ago so I would have a reason to go out. I could take lessons and meet people that way and I can go out dancing and meet people. But I haven't been going. And now it is getting to the point where I don't feel like going to work. That is dangerous for me. If I don't go to work, I will lose everything , including my freedom because I would probably end up in an institution if I can't take care of myself. And I really don't want that. I need to turn things around now! I can't let this get any worse. I am going to try to do things even when I don't feel like, I was once told that I act my way to better thinking, not think my way to better acting. So I guess I will keep trying.
