I don't want people to know how I feel so I bottle things up. I used to tell people but no one seemed to understand and I felt like I was being judged.[br][br] Before I was diagnosed with depression, I had a girlfriend with depression and I had no clue what she was going through and how she was feeling. She used to tell me, but I didn't get it. I didn't understand. Well, now I understand......all too well. I wish I could talk to her today.[br][br]Now I have an new girlfriend and I find that I cannot open up to her. I am afraid that she will think that I am weak. So I don't express my true feelings and it really makes her mad. I really don't know what to do. If I talk to her she won't like me anymore and if I don't talk to her, she won't like me anymore.
