why do I dwell on the past !!???!!!!???? When I do dwell on the past I get anixous and sad. I can't do anyting about it now but I think what if ??????? I know one reason is that my life sucks and I see my old friends and X's are happy and look great. It upsets me so much. I do not know how to deal with this. One side of me says stop this is so stupid and the other part takes over. I wish I never signed for facebook it has made me nuts seeing my old friends and x's. I wish I could let go and be in the now but its a constant struggle. I want to start my life all over !!!