why do i always mess up my bank account ? i am forever in the negative and i still spend cause the bank lets me. I end up with 200 in bank fees every month sometime more. but i cant keep doing this and i dont know how to control myself. I know that bipolar one of the symptoms is spending and i do it i dont care what the price is i just buy. How do i stop myself ? i get paid once a month and by the 10th im poor. i am lost and i cant fix it.