Honestly, why are we here... I seem to have to struggle through everything, I just want to give up. Whether it's right or wrong, I compare my life to other people's and I'm envious, sometimes jealous of what they seem to have... but yet, on the outside, my life looks good too...
So where does the inside feeling come from to make you feel good? Does anyone know what I mean? Just when I think things are on track, bang, they're not. I do something thinking I'm doing the right thing, and it's not. I don't feel like I can win. I understand that life is full of ups and downs, but I guess I just feel like I've had my share.
WHY AM I HERE? Can God give me an answer to my question?
Maybe I should just stop trying.
