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Mood: Angry
Date: Oct. 24, 2008
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Dear GOD, tell me....

...have you ever lived in a human body with emotions and feelings of hunger and pain?   Have you ever felt the pain when one of your children gets hurt, and there is nothing you can do?   You tell me that you're everywhere, in the trees, the forest, the mountains, in our hearts, but you're not really here.

...you're not having to worry about the car loan and the rent and the high cost of groceries.   You don't have the physical existence to feel sick to your stomach over the anxiety that we feel living in today's world.   Yes, I hear the "talk" about you being everywhere and you hear everyone, but you're not really here.

...what I mean is that angels and God have not lived in human bodies before, therefore, how can you know?   We are all supposed to be your messengers about life and experience, and we are here to perfect our souls so that we can return home to you, better than we were before, because we have learnt what the non physical entitites cannot learn.   We have learnt how to live in an emotional physical body, with real tears and terror... we have learnt how to be sad and happy but I wonder how you can understand, because you've never really been here.

 






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From: kimm
October 24, 2008, 9:34 pm

Dear Step,

Well done, your blog to me made me feel better and I was so impressed with how you wrote, so well, so articulate.

I'm sorry about your mom, my mom died almost 5 years ago.    She was an alcoholic, drug addict neglectful mother, but I loved her.   She did the very best she could to love me, she loved me like no other.    I will never have anyone who has loved me like my mother did.

I am so grateful that my mother got to meet and raise her grandaughters.   My daughters mean more to me than my life itself, that' is how I know I can love.     I not loved a man like that, I wish I could love.

Thank you so much for taking time to write and make me feel better.   You are an inspiration and will enjoy hearing from you again.   Thank you for making me realize that I'm not the only person on the world with problems....

Kimm



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From: kimm
October 24, 2008, 1:52 pm

... and that's my point, if God is perfect, how can 'he" know what it's like to not be perfect?    

 



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October 24, 2008, 1:16 pm

What if God knows even when I feel like I am loosing my mind? What if God feels what I feel? What if Jesus Christ really is God incarnate and really knows? What if that is the only reality? What if its all I have left to hold onto right now? What if the writer of Hebrews  is right and God knows everything we have ever known and yet is perfect? I can hardly type or hold a thought but want to talk about the what if when I able to if you want.



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From: BPD
October 24, 2008, 12:37 pm

Hmmmm, you sound Christian ... Maybe time to change your view point ... Create your own reality xx



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