Depression

I sit and stare into a void of nothingness
Craving the answers that i seek
Yet how ever much my fingers cross these keys
My future in the world looks bleek

Oh this never ending circle
The high and the lows
but when will it end
no one knows

I turn the page of my journal
and try to start a new
yet the tears from my heart keep falling
for the long loving thoughts of you

I never knew you leaving
could have this effect on me
i close my eyes to block it out
but you are all i see