It was a crappy day today, everything went wrong and there was nothing I could do about it. I’ve been telling myself that things have been meant to be, but I’m starting to think that I’ve only said it to make it through my day. I hope not. I’m just lonely and running out of patience for change. But I don’t have the will to fight at the moment, I just want to slip away into sweet unconsciousness and hope the nightmares don’t come again.
