Well...the past month has just been a crazy month...my moods have been on a roller coaster to say the least. The past two days have been the best my mood has been in a looonnngggg time. I'm so happy to see that little light at the end of the tunnel!! I thought maybe it was gone... It seems my bad days are getting a little shorter...and the good days are getting a little longer!!!! Yeah!!
Since my suicide attempt in September...this is the first time I have thought to myself I may make it!!
Speaking of which.... to watch my self type that I did that is really hard...I feel like such a fool...I have 4 kids...a hubby (we are working on fixing our marriage)..great friends...a NURSING job...yep...that was nice...the staff at the hospital...some of them I had worked with in the past...great! Humiliating...what the heck happened!?!
BTW....3 weeks after I started Effexor I crashed! I stopped taking all of my medication since then...scared to take anything now...I had been thinking I may have to go back on meds because I just wasn't getting any better...but looky... looky....it may be ok!
Ha...watch..tomorrow I'll have the blog from Hell!!
Lisa :)
