Steen, please let us know that you are at least safe. This is tearing me apart worrying about you and seeing how worried everyone else is on here . No one will be annoyed with you for not replying. We just want to know that you're around.
Please just leave a one line blog if that's all you feel capable of. Do not feel guilty, just let us know. Even if you don't want to talk after that first contact, just tell us and we will give you space.
No one here will give up on you. x