I had a good day today...until I check my mail and I find out that one of my friends, who used to be my best friend but we grew apart is pissed at me and I don't know why.
I know I'm so tired of making people mad at me and I'm tired of being in the wrong! I'm just so....done with it. But I don't know how to stop it. I hear all these things and they make me see flaws in myself and I hate it! I hate the flaws that I have! I hate having people afraid that I'll just flip out and be angry!
I...I just want to cry at the moment. I want to go in a corner and cry and let it all out but I can't. I ... I just can't.
Why do I have to be so angry all the time? Why do Ido these things?!!! God! Why am I such a terrible person?!