Depression Tribe

...to start...my name is Gustavo Contreras.i like putting these periods alot(....) and also (lol) so i apolize if it annoys you..lol i laugh when nothing is said and pause when i feel a strong emotion..i think alot..i sorta like it and not. i overthink too much, it really sucks. i used to be very shy, private and frankly just a loner..i dont see my self as that anymore..i like who i am...for the most part. i trust easily..a bit gullible at times. i want to give ppl the benefit of the doubt..dont ruin it... i believe that we live to love..ppl and the world. i live for the moments...i dont want to stop laughin..i will express myself as much as im capable of. i started talking alot nowadays..its annoying but i just dont want to let my memories fade unnoticed...ive felt so restrained, i wont let that be my fate. i am free... i am too logical at times..and yet a hopeless romantic..it doesnt work very well lol i choose to love everything even through the pains of life because i know we are not meant to suffer...happiness is worth the pain. i will not let the sacrifices of the innocent go unnoticed and unappreciated...i love for them...

Penny(my fairy princess), listening stories..i like learning new stuff...from cooking to astronomy to whatever. i like too many things...and not too good at any one thing...it sucks. i enjoy listening to ppl..and music lol i like laughing..ohh i made this playlist, its not finished yet..

haters...lol seriously though...i dont like ppl who judge by looks..if you dont know the person, u cant say anything. i hate racism. dont like really bright colors lol. onions. pickels. dont like soda much. boredom. i hate seeing the innocent get hurt...i hate saying i hate anything lol...i just dont like at all certain stuff..there that sounds better..i dont like cheap erasers.

these days i mainly listen to metal/hardcore. i like all music in general, some more than others. i dont have anything against hiphop/rap/reggaeton just dont like most of the lyrics, some are f@cken retarded but i guess thats the case in any genre. i like to dance merengue, salsa, cumbia, punta and that sort of stuff, though i know im not that good lol but i gotta try in order to get better no?

my favorite band is Darkest Hour, they kick ass! lately ive been listening to: As Blood Runs Black, AS I LAY DYING, FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES,IN FLAMES, ATREYU, HIMSA, Bleeding Through, Avenged Sevenfold,A STATIC LULLABY,THRICE, AND SILVERSTEIN. i also like Green Day, mudvayne, trivium, old AFI, black dhalia murder,chimaira, bullet for my valentine, all that remains, pennywise, beach boys, beatles..frankly theres alot more more. i like oldies alot, they're cool. so yeah im just open to just about everything, mainly based on mood..u know.

Lord of the Rings, the Odyssey, Beowulf, Dreamcatcher, Dune, Nothing but the Truth, the Reader, Harry Potter...a couple others...i dont read a whole lot..id like to but i guess i get lazy...sucks

i like movies lol scifi, suspense, drama..ummm i like these: Pan's Labyrinth, Amelie, fight club, boomdock saints(i think thats how u spell), oh i just remembered a kool movie "Some Kind of Wonderful," i am sam, dances with wolves, Star Wars(all), Aliens(all), Dune, motorcycle diaries, LotRs(all), little rascals, IT, ET, Exorcist(first only), 50 first dates (i like drew barrymore and most of her movies, she's hot lol), wedding singer( adam sandler is alright too,not that hot lol), man on fire(the lil chick knows how to act), john Q( denzel is koo too), la bamba, black hawk down, gladiator, contact, deep impact, armageddon awww of course Forest Gump, akira and well alot others. i like based on true event movies, documentaries, funny comedy, not the stupid comedy lol, action, suspense/thrillers, i dont like movies with alot of blood and gore cuz really u just dont need it, too many horror movies focus on that crap and not on the actual story. they're not even scary anymore. oh i love going to the theather because of the previews so if we ever go please lets go early lol..

rollerblading, swimming, running, tv, movies lol and computer. dancing(try to at least lol)