Depression

I'm like a bird that needs to be free, but right now, I'm in a cage and my wings are clipped. I am depressed in many ways, and I need a friend to talk too. I am married and have 2 kids. I would love to move on with my life but at this moment I'm numbed with anger and saddness.
Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were very high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
expressive, open, self revealing, loves large parties, loud, social, outgoing, does not like social isolation, assertive, social chameleon, positive, always busy, likes to fit in, likes to stand out, enjoys leadership, brutally honest, trusting, optimistic, desires attention, dominant, aggressive, attachment prone, wants to be understood, realistic

I like to be happy! Loves to laugh and be silly.

I hate people who hates me for being me. I have realized in this past few days becareful who you decide to talk to in this web site. There are a lot of people with all kinds of problems in here, that are worse than mine. I feel really bad for these people and at the same time I am sad to say, I do not wish to deal with these people. I have problems of my own and I guess I have to be choosy when I do not wish to be. In the begining I was just so happy that I've got myself a friend, but got burned when I spoke to a crowd, who were out of my league. I have gotten hurt more than I expected. Is it right to save one soul to kill another? I know that we are all here to have a shoulder to lean on. I might not have said in bold writing about how I actually feel in my life, so does that give anybody to slash me as they please in here? these are my thoughts for today, which I didn't wanted to be posted in the blog. I do not wish to offend anyone in there.
When I said I do not wish to deal with these people, I meant people with extreme suicidal thoughts. I really don't know what to say, except I just feel really sad for them. My intentions to be here is to help each other to get better. I need to get out of my depression, not get side tracked to something not healthy for me. For those who stopped by Thank you and hope you have a wonderful day! Try to anyway...

I love craft and cooking books.

funny, scary, and some romantic movies.

love to do crafts. Like knitting, crocheting, sewing, and etc...