Depression

I have 4 kids and I've been through post partum depression with 2 of them. I think I might be going through it again. I have 3brothers and 1 sister that live in Florida. I have 4 sisters and 2 brothers that live here in CT. My dad passed away he was only 45 and I miss him very much. I am a stay at home mom which takes a toll on me but you really can't trust anyone with your kids these days. If I could work I would but no one has the hours I need.
I feel like my biological sisters could care less about me. The only time I hear from them is if they need me to babysit their kids. My one sister moved in with her bf and didn't even tell me that she moved. Then my older sister I hear from her maybe once a month and the bad part is they both live like 5mins away. My stepsisters feel more like my sisters then they do. My brothers and sister that live in FL I miss very much. We always had so much fun together and always kicked ass when it needed to be kicked!!! Especially if someone got into one of our faces then they had to deal with all of us not just one oh the great times we had!! My other pages that I have
http://www.myspace.com/hiltj4
aim and yahoo screenname hiltj4
msn screenname mom24gs@hotmail.com
Once again if I think of anything else I will add it later!!!

I like a lot of things. I like the fall and spring. I love the ocean I could sit on the beach and just stare at it for hours. I write poetry but don't really let anyone read it not yet anyway. I love my family the ones that I'm close to anyway. I love strawberries *laughs* my favorite fruit. There is so much more that I can't name!

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I dislike many things! I don't like my biological sisters they are horrible to me. I don't like the winter time wish I was still in Florida. I hate not having enough money to take care of things and family. I dislike certain people that I have met through out my life. There is so much more it's hard to name everything!

I read when I have time. I like Dean Koontz, Jodi Picoult, Lisa Jackson, I like older books from the 1800's and back they are great to read. I also love to read poetry books they are wonderful.

I like suspence,romance,horror but the good horror with the blood and guts and gore. Halloween is my favorite series of movies except for part 3 that one was stupid.

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