Depression

My name is Kylah ... Monique isn't my name, just my middle name and part of my username, lol. But i guess i answer to that now as well, since most people have gotten used to calling me Mo or Monique on here.

I guess I've been depressed for about 3 years now, but only in the last 2 has it gotten severely bad to the point of affecting everything about me. It started with a lot of stuff, but now what keeps it going, I think, is my complete feeling of loneliness. All of my friends have pretty much betrayed and/or ditched me, so I guess I'm just here looking to meet some new people and to have a place to talk about anything and everything.

I don't really ever talk about this, but I suppose this is the place to do it, so I also have a bit of a problem with bulimia and/or anorexia. I wouldn't put this high on my list of problems, because my old best friend had it so bad that in comparison I'm just fine. I'm just trying to lose a bit more weight until I get to my goal weight and I guess I'm taking the easy way out by not eating so much. And when I eat too much I tend to think about it far too much until it's all I think about and I have to get it back out. But anyway, in comparison to others I'd say my problems a 3 on a scale of 1-10.

Otherwise, I'm just a normal girl. I like to game, play World of Warcraft. And I'm going to school for journalism, although every day I wonder if I'm even going to make it to my move-in day of August 20th and how long I'm going to survive my first semester. I have a dog named Shadow, and I love to read.

I have an obsession with piercings, tattoos, stars and skulls. I have a tat of a skeleton mermaid on my left leg and a skull on my right hip, I have a skull and crossbones behind my left ear. I have a star on each wrist and three stars behind my right ear. I plan on getting many, many more. The only thing holding me back is the cost! My favorite color is black.

Anything else, just ask.

Piercing, tattoos, long drives in my car with the music blaring, my cell phone (sidekick!), my laptop, gaming, snakes, webdesign, reading, biking, rollerblading

Spiders, really fancy food, tiny yappy dogs, people who can't drive well, seafood, people who can't admit they're wrong, liars, and....
LIFE.

disturbed, marilyn manson, linkin park, green day, pink, coldplay, paramore, evanescence, kanye west, motion city soundtrack, michael jackson, queen, stephen lynch

Harry potter, eragon, tamora pierce books, The Davinci Code ... basically anything fiction, sci-fi and mystery

fight club, spun, fear and loathing in las vegas, girl interrupted, kill bill I+II, 300, saw, pirates of the caribbean, batman, the hulk, ironman, signs, love actually, The DaVinci Code

Reading, gaming, writing

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