Depression

i am a very outgoing person that speaks her mind and says how it is. i love my little girl and love to spend time with her. when i am not with her ilove to spend time with my boyfriend. i have no patience and a short fuse that is usually always ready to blow.

What Shannon Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

Your Depression Level: 64%

You seem to have moderate depression. Your symptoms are bad enough that they're effecting your everyday life. You would benefit greatly from professional help.

well i guess i should say a few things that are wrong and why i turned to this site.I am a 26 year old single mom of a beautiful 3 year old girl. I live with my mom and try to help her cause she had an aneurisym when i was 8 months old that left her paralyzed on the right side. She now has blocked arteries and is not well which is sad t owatch everyday. I am a maniac depressant that never has a happy medium. I was addidcted to morphine 2 years ago and over came that problem which was hard cause i have been in mentally abusive relationships for the past for years. I getted blamed for how angry i am all the time when i need someone to be there for me. I take sleeping pills to help me sleep cause i am in constant stress mode all the time. I have been on anti-depressants for 3 years and theyy don't really seem to help. and well there is lots more but i will blog the rest eventually. I just feel so alone all the time!!!!!!!

pepsi
spending time with boyfriend and daughter and doggy peanut
reading
hidden object games

stupid people who ask stupid questions
mean people
men who drink excessively

anything but metal
blue october is the best hate me is my anthem right now

TRUE CONFESSION OF A PART TIME CALL GIRL
TOMMYKNOCKERS

devil's rejects
50 first dates
dirty dancing
girl interrupted

sleeping
sleeping and more sleeping
reading
watching movies with the man and my angel girl