Depression

I am an unofficial widow, mother of two children. I was a karaoke presenter for 13years which i loved,singing was when i could step into someone elses shoes, it was my release. I took maternity leave when my second child was due, my partner then died & i never returned to work, i couldn't do it anymore.
i spent the next 4years sleeping on the sofa with my dogs, something nobody questioned as i had slipped through the net, forgotten by health visitors who promised to return & never did.
i was diagnosed approx 6mths ago as being 'traumatized' due to post traumatic disorder, still nobody helped. the authorities came up with the idea i had mental health problems through drug abuse, (i only found this out last week)i must admit i did strongly suspect they thought i was a bit skitz. as it turns out they've now realized they balls up & are doing everything they can right now to keep me sweet so i dont cause an uproar.
i will have to have cognitive therapy behaviour in order to change this safe zone iv created, i can't wait to be me again, maybe one day return to singing.

Singing! Animals, Reading, photography, Talking too much! All the mis-fits on the final x-factor show! Probably loads more things i like but iv forgotten for now!

gangs targeting young white girls, Myself at times! Rich fat cats that are mainly liars and legal thieves! The dark! People who are quick to judge,ie:rich/poor divide. Once again theres more but i cant list them all yet!

If i hear a song i like,then thats what i like. i do like gabriel

anything true life, creative, or because i feel like at the time.

I dont really watch movies much these days but my favourite started with Black Beauty, Snatch,etc

erm?