Depression

I am quite outgoing always seem to f@ck things up though, love to get glammed up and get lost in my little bubble problem is sometimes i cant seem to find a way out . I dont sleep a lot xx One thing i have learned recently is be yourself and if people dont like u for it fu-ck em !! You cant please eveyone no matter how hard u try so dont try at all i love people who are themselves who smile at the world even though it doesnt always smile back.I dont have a place that i call home because i dont feel like i truley fit anywhere.Do not waste your time with hate and do not idolise fools lifes too short . PEACE LOVE AND ROCK N ROLL XXX

beautiful people great music , dancing in a crowded room unaware of anything else, watching the sunset in a strange new place, open roads , sex , narcotics ,art,falling in love ,causing trouble , being able to express myself, the colour red , greg arraki my fave film director,eating good food, flirting , handmade clothes , charity shops , portabello market on a hot day and most of all my friends .

Going on tour with bands and coming home feeling worse than ever ,spiders , rude people , running out of jack d or fags ,people who have a problem with others identity i mean for f@ck sake if we all looked the same the world would be sh*t, being skint and fighting with friends or my family organised religion , racism, mainstream society and fakes.

Motley crue,led zepplin,new york dolls ,the velvet underground,the libertines cinderella band,rage against the machine ,the sunshine underground ,underground heroes,lethal bizzle,nirvana ,him ,marylin manson,iggy pop, david bowie,laura marling ,the mystery jets, blondie ,kings of leon,postal service,daft punk, the sex pistols ,the clash ,the smiths, and again far to many more x

We have to talk about kevin, porno or anything else by irvine welsh,lots of old english literature ,stephen king ive read em all ,martina cole dean koontz,and loads more

Edward scissorhands ,totally f@cked up,doom generation, nowhere, girl interuppted ,evita, the way of the gun, platoon ,eagle vs shark, napolien dynamite,blow,funny games ,sin city ,the secret life of bees, keith,the breakfast club, lost boys, the never ending story, the green mile,riding in cars with boys , ailens, the witches , control,far to many to bore everyone with i am a total movie buff x

Ha ha dancing like a maniac at good gigs and getting out my face ,painting ,running away to other countries is pretty good to until you have to come home and no ones speaking to you.Dancing in front of the mirror when no one is watching .Eating good food , laughing and being loved

Punks and Rockers	Queer Women
glam rock baby !