Depression Tribe

January 11, 2013, 9:47 am

thought i would drop by and say hello.lots going on at my end...the on and off agains with my boyfriend...(such a dumb term for a woman in her 40 's)i think we are going to try to get back together. i didn't move like i was suppossed to.i just didn't feel ready.i live in my own house so i can do that. i really don't like looking for a new place to live. looking at strangers homes makes me really uncomfortable. thank you for your comments you have left on my blog and your constant encouragement!!!! i hope you are well. hugs xxx

January 9, 2013, 5:20 pm

I've been busy too...but i would love to tell you ALL about the trip sometime. the dog..i think it might have been a bulldog. i definitely don't think it was a beagle. but i kind of kept my eyes on the t.v. i was too timid to really look around. i also wanted to say i know you've been busy...and down before...but it really means a lot to me that you've been able to squeeze time to write even a little bit to me. thank you

January 8, 2013, 6:24 pm

Hey ! no, i do my best not to judge people based on other people. I actually did stop by Barbary Coast. I was doing a tour and i saw it !! I was so excited because I didn't think I'd find it so easily. Anywho, I wasn't paying attention...I thought it was kind of like an eatery place or a bar....but like...an applebee's or an ale house kind of bar...not a BAR bar...LOL. I felt bad going in...because I don't drink much. I ordered a corona extra and luckily there was an NFL game on. The people there seemed to all know each other. It was like 1 p.m. so it was dead...only 4 other people and myself. i don't remember seeing an "Eli"....but a guy did come in later with a dog...so maybe that was him? the person that served me was a female. I've been well. I have an appt to see the shrink tomorrow. can you believe i'm excited? lol. i need my meds !!!! LOL my emotions have been very difficult to control lately. anywho, i hope you don't mind that this was like a novel. also, i'm at work right now so i can't stay on too long to give you details about my trip. i'm sure we'll keep in touch. thanks for telling me you're doing better and i completely understand...i was never offended you couldn't keep in touch too much. just really glad you're feeling better.

January 5, 2013, 10:00 pm

so you'll never believe this ! the internet explorer i'm using just froze and the comment i just left disappeared because i had to shut down the program !! anyways, i'm just now getting around to respond to my notifications..but guess what? I ARRIVED IN WILMINGTON 6 P.M. TODAY !! i wrote down the name of the bar....if i see it i'll definitely stop by. tomorrow i'm planning on taking a trolly tour of the city...and hopefully see some movie/ show sets filmed around here. thanks for the blog comment. i've been worried about you. i hope you're feeling better. you're in my thoughts.

January 4, 2013, 1:50 am

I think it was a bad night for sleep all around! Hopefully, this one is better (although if it were, I'd probably be asleep by now)~

Nothing much to report, though in a week I have an employment aptitude test with the education department, and I'm hoping I haven't forgotten some of the basic things I learned in school. It will be timed, so I'm anxious that I'll seize up and make a fool of myself. It's not the sort of thing I can write an essay for, highlighting my strengths and covering for my weaknesses. :s

Anyway, I hope things continue to improve, and like I said, I hope good things happen/are happening. It's a new year!