Depression

The worst part about being
Lied to, is knowing your not worth the truth
The pain is cumulative, ever present, and without end. It effects your very being, your essence, your soul, and you may embrace death to end that which seems to have no end in life.
*My name is Stacey
*I am 18 years old
*I am not strightedge
*I have chronic depression
*I have social phobia/social anxiety
*I keep things to myself
* I struggle with self harm
*I fake a smile to make other people happy
*I am suffocating in pain I cannot break free
*I have realized that I am NOTHING
*I have realized that Happiness is just a word
*Same sh*t different day
*You can say sh*t behind my back
But click your heels together and say I need a life
*I have very few friends that I can trust
*Im only human, I do make mistakes
*I am nowhere near perfect
*I put my friends before myself
*Im not emo, goth, punk, poser, prep
*I dont judge, so dont jude me
*Id rather be hated for who I am
Then loved for who I am not
*People say forgive and forget
But there are people I cant forgive
and theres things I cant forget
*I start to think that there is really no
cure for depression, that happiness is a
ongoing battle, and I wonder if it is one
Ill have to fight for as long as I live
I wonder if its worth it!!

Your Depression Level: 92%

You seem to be severely depressed. You should seek immediate attention from your physician. Depression can be cured - you just need to take the first step.

I mostly like haning out with friends (if im up to it), I like the cold, winter, snow, rain. I like going to lake tahoe and reno. I also like going to LA, san diego, and anahiem. My fav. color is black. I like tattoos and piercings.

Abuse, Animal crulty, anxiety, depression, feeling suicidal, ants,

Forever changed,
Metro Station
Matchbox 20
Mozart Season,
Skylit Drive,
redline,
august burns red,
Born blind,
Broken free,
Danger to self,
Driven,
Every mans hero,
Further seems forever,
As cities burn,
Temple to the dog,
Haste the day,
In the red,
Last second, Bride,
Lustra,
My chemical romance,
Stephen lynch,
simple plan,
blink-182,
hawthorne heights,
Dashboard Confessional,
U2,
Good charlotte,
Limp Bizkit,
Breaking Benjamin,
Adam Sandler,
The Goo Goo dolls,
Tenacious D,
Taking Back Sunday,
From Autumn To Ashes,
The Used,
Matchbook,
Underoath,
Fall out boy,
green day,
angels and airwaves,
Bullet For My Valentine,
Rob Zombie,
Seether,
Senses Fail,
CKY,
Gun N Roses,
Marilyn Manson,
Korn,
Snow Patrol,
New found glory,
Between the eyes,
Give up the ghost,
Bleeding through,
Dead to fall,
Death before dishonor,
AFI,
Armor For Sleep,
As I Lay Dying,
30 seconds to mars,
Blue october,
lost prophets,
underoath,
The fray,
the vanity light,
fer sure,
saosin,
Silverstein,
Jimmy eat world,
Bare naked ladies,
The verve,
Black flags,
Dead to fall,
A thorn for every heart,
Billy talent,
blessid union of souls,
Buddy holly,
Greatful dead,
Oasis,
Stained,
Sick puppies,
Simple minds,
R.E.M,
Smile empty soul,
Bread,
Ben harper,
Akon,
Atreyu,
Lost prophets,
Bobby vee,
Bon jovi,
Buckethead,
Carole king,Celine Dion,
Death from above,
Dj jerry,
Frankie J,
Godsmack,
Hollywood undead,
In flames,
Johnny Cash,
Leonard Cohen,
Massive attack,
Night at the Roxbury,
Manic Street preachers,
Red hot chili peppers,
A walk through hell,
Holding back the years,
Smashing pumpkins,
Stoned sour,
T-Pain,
Red jumpsuit Appatatus,
The smiths,
Van Morrison,
Bless the fall,
Vitamin C,
Chemical brothers,
Chiodos,
Coheed and Cambria,
Cake,
Bryan Adams,
Bonnie tyler,
Blinded back,
Cold play,
Children of Bodom,
Cobra starship,
Donny darko,
Disturbed, Depeche mode,
Dead poetic,
David gray,
David Berkeley,
Gym class heroes,
Frou frou,
Fountains of wayne,
Every time i die,
Everclear,
Lamb of god,
Jay and the Americans,
Neuroticfish,
Metallica,
the mars volta,
Moby,
Rascal flatts,
Radiohead,
Poets of the fall,
Poison the well,
Panic at the disco,
outkast,
Nirvana,
Nine inch nails,
Sam cooke,
saves the day,
Say anything,
Sentenced,
Roy orbison,
and many more

finding alice, girl interrupted. More...

Night at the roxbury, Girl interrupted, thirteen,

Self Inflicted Violence	Depression & SI
Mentally disturbed	Dysthymia